Middle of something

Love is in the air

2011-08-21T10:30:00.001-07:00

Feeling happy is fantastic :)

2011-08-12T10:59:00.000-07:00

finally i have the feeling to write again. so here it goes..

these past few months has been good to me. in fact, it has been great since 3rd of december 2010 :) i have found him. The one that i've waited for. His my best friend and also my boyfriend. Its funny how we start this relationship. It was during school days when we started to talk to each other. Actually it was not like talk as in face to face talk but what the heck we still talk right :p so it starts from one subject which is "iphone". then it goes on and on and on until one point where we fought. we fought because of there was misunderstanding. at that time we were not together yet. So when we fought at that night i was crying my heart out. i just stay in my brother's room and cry all night long. why i cried? because i thought i could believe him. i told him everything that i felt and somewhere somehow other people got to know about it. So what else would a 19 year old girl would do is to curse in my fb page. haha it was harsh words and it was the first time for me to be so angry towards someone and being so pissed off towards someone. and 1 week has pass then 1 month has pass. we still not talking to each other. then i found 1 msg in my inbox in fb. it was from him. he can still practically ask "you're mad at me?" haha i was getting really pissed off at him more and more. but i dint reply back to him. so it just keep on going for about 2-3 month. until at 1 point i was thinking, its really tiring to get mad at someone for so long. so i've decided to reply his msg. then after that we talk back again like we always do :)

we practically sms everyday! day and night. so we decided to go out for the first time. it was really nerve wrecking! can you imagine talking to the same person day and night but never go out with him even once. so i was thinking this gonna be awkward. really awkward! so we agreed to go out for a movie. i was like omg omg help me not to freak out on that day. and obviously it dint work out as i plan. i went to the wrong direction instead of going to midvalley i was heading to klcc -.-" it was a great day to get lost -.- so find the way out and head back to midvalley. actually the outing was not that bad but sometimes you realise theres the awkward moment when you dont know what to talk about. i guess everyone been there before so who cares. then the first outing was done. btw before we go out for the first time we were afraid of calling each other sayang or bie. because thats what we do in sms :p so now looking forward for the second date. it was the same as before but less awkward as you tend to avoid being silence and we try to talk as much as we can. so from that point on we regularly go out together. then theres 1 day. as i was remember it was the day my brother got his result and boy tell me it was bad. haha kidding. continue on..that night i was texting him like usual. then he suddenly give me this omg-how-am-i-suppose-to-reply-to-this-kind-of-sms kind of thing. he wrote "dayang azuin eleena. i love you. fullstop." when i first read that i nearly fall down from a chair. i was still blinking and keep reading the text over and over again. and i was thinking what am i suppose to say. cause you know, when you receive this kind of text, you already been ask to take it or leave it. and i just knew what to reply and i did. it was a "blushing cheeks" night . i was smiling non stop haha

from there we start going out officially and calling ourselves "us" instead of you and me. it was a great feeling :) and from that we've been going out ever since. atleast twice every week. practically we cant stand of without each other for long time hehe. i just love how we work together. as im not the brave-enough-to-tell-you-that-you-done-wrong or something like. we discovered a way to deal with it without get into a fight if it is not necessary and we called it heart2heart talk *thumbs up* haha so when i have things that i dont really comfortable with or he want to tell me something..we'll ask "can i have heart2heart talk" so then all the problems come out jealousy la apa la . basically everything we bring it out. sometimes im afraid because we never been argue about anything since we've been together. and that is freaky..not to say that im asking for a point to argue about, its just that we try to sort it out before it come as an issue which gets bigger and bigger if we dont solve it. so why dont we solve it before it become an issue. i dont wanna argue with him because i know how it would turn out. im afraid it would be as bad as we argue before which is unbearable for me to go through it again. so we will try to solve it slowly.

and now theres nothing more than happiness in me. im in love him. i truly am. going out with him makes me happy. and sometimes its funny because you know why, we would hang out at darus and just talk bad about people hahaha! or maybe doing some funny jokes that only both of us understand. i cant stay away from him for a long time. eventhough i dont see him everyday but texting is a must everyday! haha so practically i cant get enough of him :) i miss him everyday and every minute.i cant lose him. thats what i know. i cant afford to lose him. but if i do i wouldnt know how i will cope without him in my life. all i can say is thank you for having the courage to confess to me. thank you for giving me attention and care for me. thank you for spending your time on me eventhough you have other things to do. thank you give me your love unconditionally. thank you for understanding me when no other people can. thank you for sharing all your secret. thank you for thinking of me in your dreams. thank you for everything that you did for me and thank you for loving me the way i am.

you know who you are :) i love you and miss you much <3

Midnight Blues

2010-07-28T10:24:00.001-07:00

As people says as you being alone you will think alot of stuff. Not alone as in single but when you're in a big house and theres no one ala you know that kind of moment. and for me tonight is the night. where all sorts of minds, thoughts everything are gathered here in my tiny brain and waiting for me to pass it one by one. I've thinking about my life. Everything. About me, studies, family, God, relationships and more of that kind of stuff. As im thinking about my studies i still have 2 more years to go and thats if "insyallah" i finish it on time and no stuck in the way of doing it. college life has being unfair . as usual life itself it not fair right..so we just kinda have to suck it up and finish it up asap! family wise...maybe im not being good enough to my family. to my parents i should been more responsible and be good to them . interact more with and stuff.my sister and brother maybe i should be more supportive to them than nag them to hell about how to clean up you toilet and stuff..haha but yea being good to them its not gonna cost me a thing in fact it would be better between us. so i should be good to them from now one. Not drastically but a bit by bit is enough. God . ahhh im not gonna tlk about this. I'll have to handle it with spiritual me to change from bad to good. Do more good to the world for god sake. Relationship. ah the most common problem for me from the beginning. I've never had a good one from the start so maybe its a taboo that if you start with a bad one it will continue on forever. Maybe thats what happen in my case. From the first to the second and to the third. It never been the way i want it to be or maybe just because im not good enough for them or maybe they deserve a better one. Who knows...you just follow what you want and see how it goes along the way. Maybe you learn something from it and it makes you get the idea of how it works. But if it really love and not like. if i love someone maybe i would do anything from him. after the trauma of the first which i cried for a week for it and it goes on and on and on until i never see his face again. after the incident i've never say" i love you" anymore. It just make me realize that its not easy to say the word if you really dun mean it. As what my friend said maybe my heart has turn into a rock. I've got no feelings for anyone for over ?? years. im just cold around people and with my high ego that never goes down. maybe thats the reason people wont approach me..haha i guess so. adding to it is my temper. huah..too much to handle! im so pity and salute to whomever can tolerate with me in these past years. but maybe with the right guy or partner all of it will be invisible. who would know..We just plan it and god will decide whether to give chance to us to make it happen. All i can say thank you to the people who always been there for me and suck all my temper/ego up. you guys rocks :)

so BEAST!

2010-06-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

Everyday I shock SHOCK!
Every night I shock SHOCK!

WOOOHHHOOOOOO~~~~ I went to BEAST showcase in KL Live ! It was awesome! went there by train and at today lah the train gonna stop at middle of nowhere for 20 freaking minutes -.-" but at the end it still moves so wth kan. then we were running in kl sentral and monorail and finally arrive at raja chulan station and continue on with running again..haha then there we were KL Live :D it was around 6.30 and the show is gonna start at 7 supposedly but we were standing out there till 8. it was freaking pissed off time where the management was kinda put us out there and not letting us go in..then some of the fans are starting to get angry..then all of sudden all of them start to push each other and theres kinda riot in front there..haha its gila and we just got to get wild there man..haih but around 8.15 finally we masuk :) hehe so we were having a rough night by pushing and the girls screaming wah it a lot to take in one night but wth its just one in a lifetime so screw that! so at the end I HAVE A GOOD TIME BY SCREAMING AND WATCHING VERY VERY GOOD LOOKING GUYS ..hehe

-XOXO-

Sounds of vacuum, sneezing and A LOT MORE!

2010-06-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

HAH! at last my finals is done for the whole semester. And now my holiday begin :D Just few weeks back, when im in the study week or so I was thinking damn i have many things to do when im done with the finals but now im on holiday but theres NOTHING/ NADA/ MEI YOU/OPSSO/ TAKDE in my "list of things to do". Thats the pelik part..then what the hell i think that i have a lot of stuff to do..but of course for sure one of my main priorities is to clean up my room! it looks like KERAZYYY~ and that is why tomorrow is gonna be the sound of vacuum and people sneezing all over the house..but i think my mom has plan tomorrow and that is going to klcc again to meet her friend..I dont want to go. its boring there..

Oh yea talking about holiday, my college mates (you know who you are people) are planning to do BBQ again this thursday night.its kinda custom or routine to do this everytime we finish our finals..its fun eating.chatting away and battle guitar hero AHAH! So their paper are gonna finish at 10 so gonna catch some movie then i dun know...lepaking sumwhere first..they wanna do it at my place. i dun mind seriously but mami is not in a good mood today because bro macbook gone cuckoo so i dun dare to ask her. just assume that she wont let..so theres only 3 choice which is do it at the padang, jasmita house or no BBq at all...haih so hopefully theres a venue that we can do this and end this semester with a BBQ XD

Exams

2010-06-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

I think i just screwed up my 25 marks out of 100 for management -.-" i answer different then what they ask..haha habis la gone! GG! haiyo..but just hopefully over all pass also i DONT CARE anymore as long as pass!! please for goodness sake

Funny morning drama

2010-06-19T00:11:00.000-07:00

hello people! today is a very2 funny for me~ have to wake up quite early than my usual time which is suppose to be 12 and above but have to wake up at 10 plus..got a wedding to attend to..my moms friend sons wedding that is -.-" i didnt want to go but was forced to ! its a was a wedding for goodness sake who likes to go unless you are the bride or the groom kan..soo as i was getting ready gosok baju, hair, shoes , make up and yada yada yada...so finally at 12.30 leaving the house. my mom didnt know where the house is so we just practically rely on the map which is a confusing map..but what the heck im not the navigator but my sister is..hehe so i just seat at the back of the car and counting the street lamp continously :) so then finally we reach the house i think..theres a tent n stuff so it should be correct. then we check the address is a correct one but 1 thing that is weird. . . why theres no guest walking in and out of the house..we were in the car still..just watching the house from far..so i ask my mom is this the right house and my sister replied yea its the right address..then my mom ask whats the date of the function and funnyly is FREAKING TOMORROW!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH we were laughing like gila in the car ! me and my sister said..if we ever get out of the car and go to house and just got to know that it suppose to be tmr im will never come to the weeding the next day..but my mom has better suggestion to cover up the wrong date situation :

1. said we come to the wrong house

2. we cant come on the day of the wedding so we coming early to see and greet n stuff

3. just masuk and said we just checking if theres anything to help with :D

AHAHAHAHAHAH!!! its freaking funny..sepanjang pegi kenduri tak penah2 salah date!! ahaha but since we're out , we just grab our lunch at bangsar and balik. and now since i have free time before the dinner thingy..its time to clean up my room! i have to change my bedsheet!! i have bedbugs marks on my thighs..maybe they think its a freaking kfc drumstick and they think oh this is heaven and *bite* gggrr!!! i will kill you u ASAP little bugs!! not to worry..haha so i got to be going..got room to clean. ciao~

:)

2010-06-08T09:14:00.000-07:00

WOW! it has been 6 months and 8 day since i last update the blog. Longgg time! But well since i do not want to study might as well I write something :) Hellos hellos peeps. Long time no crap. So where shall i begin. . . .First of all, to continue where i stop oh ! yea i went to korea for holiday!!!! Missing it already!!! The weather, the food, the environment senang cerita EVERYTHING lah <3 <3 n after that in Jan i do my summer coarse. and the subject that i chosen is economics. Damn it was boring but got to crash course so i dont care. so after few weeks start my new sem. With "amazing" subject . let me tell you something. there is 1 sub is totally amazed my head and mind and that is *drum roll* communication in business. seriously i never knew what the subject is all about up till now. and now im gonna go for cib finals and im gonna screw it :) so now just passing time hour by hour day by day. and ending up im writing in my blog that suppose to be deleted few months ago..haha

so what else . . . .

oh yea how about my life. Now its upgrading to become a '20 years old' mode. ahaha i need to behave like *not-so child-ish..* but hey life is about fun and experience new things kan..so why not :D what else erm my friends life..all are doing good. no fighting unless the dude that tell stories to all over subang "kiss my arse " ahaha but whatever lah its already in the past so i'll be moving on like normal. what about my love life ? ahahah no comment/complicated/ wo pu chi tao/ entah :)what else oh yeah i bought imac !!! hahahha goodness sake i dint saw it coming seriously! i wrote on my blackboard that i have to save money for imac and practically my dad saw it hwen he walk into my room and he said to my mom if i wanna buy it he could sponsor half :) and after my mom told me about it she said ok i sponsor the rest..hehhehe but it must be outside instead of putting it my room..n hell yeah i agree to that! as long as theres imac i could sleep outside LOL *i dun think so i will go to that extend* but yeah im happy thats enough :D thank you yan and mami. love you muchy muchy <3 <3 OH yeah one last thing ! SUPER JUNIOR is coming to MALAYSIA again!!!! *jumps on the bed* AHAHAHAHHAHAHH it look like my bed is gonna be full of pillow with their faces :) since now i only have 1 which is kyu hyun oppa kyu hyuhn oppa "당신을 사랑합니다" <3<3<3 *blush*

So thats that i do not want my head to blank without words or thoughts if i write everything down in here right ...? i shall dream about kyu hyun tonight! ahahha good night peeps~

Oi ! its been a long time

2009-11-19T08:16:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i update my blog..haih busy with finals and now im done with it ! hell yeahh~ so partyyyyy people ;) but what the heck i have no plan wat-so-ever to do now..NON ! but i have things in mind what i wanna do *smirk* :

1.Get a nice booties :)
2.Some batting cage is good for health.
3.Holiday to korea!! (DAE-HA-MINGUK) (most probably jadi)
4.Watch NEW MOON !!!!im ready with my Edward t-shirt XD
5.My brother is coming back with my new gadget and maybe high cut too!
6.Leopard dress at Cotton On *love love*
7.(empty)
8.(empty)

XXXXXX NOTHING TO DO XXXXXX

Torturing myself or give them the idea of what they are missing . .

2009-10-29T09:00:00.000-07:00

well,i've tried something new and it doesnt end in a bad way..just that my feeling might have been slash.but hey! they are more important than myself so why dont i just help them get through it then they thank me for that.i check the horoscope and they write there "libra is a very hopeful people that kind of stuff" well thinking back with what i've been doing and what i did maybe im just here to help and make them realize before it fade away..doesnt it sound kind ? hell yeah for me! well hopefully Im being a good friend to anyone whos reading this post.Just to let you know that im here if you need anything :)
luve you peeps !

Outing -> shopping-> buy things-> money GONE !

2009-10-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

well! well! today went out with brian..his very "gian" to shop thats what he said..so went to midvalley.Reach there straight to F.O.S :) bought 2 t-backs there...after that strolling trying to figure out where to eat and at last ate carl's jr..me me go find flats again *evil laugh* then Brian got this brilliant idea which is watch "sorrority row"

so fine im up for it..but when the guy starts to kill people in a sudden motion i kinda jump out off my seat! hahahahha drink too much at carl's jr i need to "emergency" but shit the movie is not done yet.so just seat through out the movie -.-" but at last you know this kinda movie,you didnt expect that guy would be the one who kill these girls..but danggg! he is psycho for sure !! he just chuck the damn dagger into the blond's mouth and took it out..and the other streaks long hair girl was kill when she was drinking some from a bottle and the psycho just practically shove it down to her throat *freaky* but hey psycho is still a psycho right whether his hot or a smart ass student.

Surprise! Surprise!

2009-10-06T08:55:00.000-07:00

Surprise party from them..and damn it really was a surprise !

*went for pool after makan.

*five(yellow) looks like he really tersempit at the back there !

*Look so innocent ..hahha

*Just messing around :)

Raya 09'

2009-09-27T09:57:00.000-07:00

>on the way to Miri

>from left:gam , umai , and midin *yummy*

>too many cousin cant seat on the table..so we do old school style.

>going into the hall

>our own family dinner

>cousin's room.and its messy ~.~

>More airport

>airport

New Moon Trailer

2009-09-16T20:24:00.001-07:00

at last ! i finally know how to upload the video ..hehe

Twilight Saga: New Moon

2009-09-14T09:28:00.000-07:00

So,today while i was finishing up my ist assignment..just to chillex for a bit i open up youtube.before i could type in anything in the search box..there was twilight saga: new moon trailer 3.since i was like a wat a 'MANIAC' over twilight saga..can u imagine I read all 4 twilight saga in less than 2 month! I think 1 book takes around 2-3 days without doing any chores or homework or anything else besides to bath n eat n all da necessary stuff to do.so i finish up the 1st book which is twilight n rest for few days n continue to the 2nd book New Moon and after finish it up in around 2- 4 days,i went to mph to buy the 3rd book which is Eclipse but unfortunately its out of stock.isn't that just horribly !! so i went and call every bookstore in kl n klang valley area to find out but still it is out of stock.I m getting more "gila" day by day..so i try to search in any websites.just randomly google n there it was..This very very kind lady(i never meet her anyway) was selling her eclipse hardcover for rm 70.i was like OMG this is like especially for me.When i need it its there.So call up n tell her right away that i would buy it.I couldnt careless about the price :D the very next day meet her parents to take the book (she got exam so couldnt go out).n i start reading immediately.And few days later everything was finish.At last i know whats the ending would be like ^.^ continue on with youtube..
i watch new moon trailer3 and god damn ! jacob was WOW! MARVELOUS! HOTT! haha MOVE AWAY EDWARD,JACOB IS IN THE HOUSE!! this is the part when bella was bleeding and she was apologizing to jacob for her recklessness..but jacob was like hey its just blood no big deal(jacob is a werewolf so no effect towards blood)then he take off his shirt!!!! *SHOCK* n plus his body is like MY GOODNESS!!!! hahhaa if i was bella not only my head would bleed but my nose for surely bleed as well ! but definitely Jacob is hotter than Edward in New Moon.Can't wait for the movie *excited* btw i have a t-shirt which say "I HEART EDWARD" hahha gonna wear it when the movie is out.i bet its not only me who would wear it.Believe me *wink*

Retail Therapy :)

2009-09-09T01:24:00.000-07:00

After class straight away went to parade.Feel like walking alone somewhere crowded.so went to this shop n that shop ..basically most of the shop i went in..what else to do spend money ! haha thats why its called retail therapy.Spend something then you feel relieved ;) ending spend almost $100 i guess..haha what can i do its me we're talking about ;) Im known as the "girl who always change her bag frequently!" at college..hahhaha perhaps i should write my name in the doted line below ^.^

Fasting

2009-08-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Fasting People ! ! ! For those who are non-muslim Enjoy The food ! ! !

Ticket

2009-08-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

I GOT MY FIRST EVER SAMAN !!! hahahhahhah just being late for 5 minutes $100 fly away =.=" siao lah ! but im very excited..dont know why but I am :D as what jasmita said im so over excited for my first saman~~lol

Mysterious

2009-08-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

Revealing the old Mystery ;)

Few months back,someone called me..when i answer the call its was a guy.and it starts ! he ask me can i speak to dayang ? and i was like yea speaking..then he said hey ! how are you..obviously i was good n so i ask him..who are you ? then he said you dont recognize me ? i said "eerr no.Im not familiar with this voice" he continue saying he knows me.And my blood are raising up =.= keep asking him who is he n where is he from that kind of question..and surprisingly its kinda interesting talking to this 'stranger'hahha we keep arguing he knows me but i don't know him at all.But 1 idea was there.this stranger called me using my friends number which is my classmate whos kinda close with me.The stranger said he get my number from my friends hp WHICH IS of course lah!! you called me using his hp what..so i continue on guessing who was the stranger..after 1/2 hour,we're done talking.

I wait for awhile ,but immediately after waiting i called my friend back.Asking why is he playing..for what he pretend to be a stranger when he know me and all that..and he said when i did call you ?!?! what are you talking about ??!?! so hahahha obviously someone use his hp and call me.So i asked him..whos the guy that called me ? and he said it was his classmate at college.His bored and just playing with my hp and he saw your number thats y he called.my friend said he interested to get to know me..haha thats funny but its the truth.so i was like okkaaayyyy~~ ask my friend,what kind of person is he dat sort of stuff n yada yada yada..roughly i know who is this stranger right :)

P/S: so people,if you wanna get to know a stranger or interested in them..just give them the damn call,pretend you know them and start talking like you know them.It wont harm.The most you will get is a hung-up ,they wont bite you through the phone ;D

P/SS: To the stranger,im waiting for the second call ;)

-_-"

2009-08-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

STIFF-NESS

Numerology

2009-08-03T22:23:00.000-07:00

*YAWN*

get things straight.class has started! assignment are going to be piled up soon ! currently just go with the flow :) haha well im bored what can you say about that huh @.@ have some assignment to do but as usual put it aside first..we begin with checking email and stuff and i become extra boring,I do some quiz.Its a numerology quiz.well some part of me says i took the test because of wanting to knowing what kind of person i SHOULD be~And other maybe just curious and lack of confident in myself..haha today when im in my class which full of anonymous people..well not that anonymous but just dont know them.and guess what i find out..they ******* genius :D and we're felt left out totally ! atleast 3.5 pointer or above..and where do i belong haha i never and dont want to know about that. well numerology result is out..and surprisingly its this:

Number Three
Number Three is a sociable, friendly, and outgoing vibration. Kind, positive, and optimistic, Three's enjoy life and have a good sense of humor. Ruled by Jupiter.
Keywords: jovial, friendly, positive, adventurous, self-expressive. If expressed negatively: extravagant, scattered, superficial.
As lovers: Number Threes are fun, energetic, and willing to experiment. These lovers need space and contact with others in order to feel content. If they feel confined, they will be unhappy and restless. Allowed the freedom to socialize and scatter their energies, they are exciting and happy lovers.

Is funny cause I dont think I have all of the above ~.~ Just 1 more thing,can I trust this numerology thingy ?

A man

2009-07-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

The mood in the morning just wwwoooosssshhhh thrown out of the window and bammmm into the garbage bin ! Whats the reason?? Its because of the damn ******* fees !! Just glad that its not in aussie dollar but still its MONEY we're talking about ! And not just some amount its 10k$ for goodness sake @.@ Now I know why people are trying their asses to get into a local uni..but this is what you get for not trying you luck in a local uni huh -.-" but after been lectured/nagged/advice by my precious mom ,then I realize that I should try or do my very best in everything that I do.As what my dad said 'MONEY DONT GROW ON TREES'.I kinda understood that after awhile.Its hard to be a dad of 3 spoiled kids like us.First child are done with studies,second is spending his money like a running water and the third are no difference than the second child.But what these kids learned is that the father don't mind spending his money on them. Whatever they ask he will give it but just in return they have to study hard,make sure to graduate from wherever uni,get a good job with good salary and buy him a brand new Porsche ! That is all he ever wanted-porsche.But he never accomplish to buy it since we're spending his money like it grow on trees and it keeps growing n growing n growing.But hopefully someday . . . someday we can keep the promise and give it to you as you gave it to us .

I love u daddy~ (just afraid to admit it :))

Bandung, Indonesia

2009-07-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

YAY!! I went to bandung indonesia for the past few days.And WOW i didnt bought stuff that much :) haha its unbelievable but still i bought some stuff larr..Went there for 4 days and 3 nights.We leave on tuesday morning and come back friday evening :) I love the weather at bandung.They still have sun but its windy~~So its an extra privilege to shop kan kan *wink wink*

*This is went we arrived at the airport and was looking for the flight detail and watsoever. . .

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*The flight ticket :D Airasia flight ticket is so "cikai" where its just look like a receipt!! hahaha

*Cabin crew please be seated for landing hahaha :) wwwwwweeeeee~~~~~ I dont know what or which mountain but my sister took it since im not at the window seat -.-"

*The traffic is crazzzyyy!! I could die if i drive there seriously! Malaysian driver should learn their driving there and that might help decreasing accident rate here !

*Its a nice weather to swim but i didnt bring my swimsuit -.-" I could just jump with my pajamas from my room *hahaha*

*The Hotel view from the lounge.The hotel , well i cant say its not good but just not in a good place..Its kinda far to travel here and there..so all this while we have to take personal driver to take us around and that cost a lots of money~

*Fanta!! you cant get it here nowdays..I forget to take the "teh botol".Apparently their teh botol is our mamak teh 'o' ais but just in a bottle.They should have it here!!Really really makes a mamak life easier *.*

*The first night dinner and daaang it a WOW meal! Only this food is a WOW.I tried the rice with their local dishes and all i can say is omg~By the look of it only im not sure if i can swallow it but since i was like dammnnn hungry ..what the heck..just swallow it ! but This meal waliao!! hahahha thats all i can say waliao!!

*Its an outdoor mall called "Paris Van Java".Its the most happening place there.The mall is absolutely *both thumbs up* My money can be 0$ if i stay there too long ^.^ The place is like so cute and so well coordinated!Its a good place to date ^.^ haha I went at night so theres a lot of youngster hang out that kind of stuff..and the youngsters is g-o-r-g-e-o-u-s!! boy or girl they just pretty and i hate looking at pretty people ! It makes me think bad of them ..hahaha

*They kinda have it everywhere !! no only rambo(i dont remember what the hell is this guy name..hehe)they have tarzan,batman..you name it they have it LOL! I think its just to catch people attention to go their shops :) but it worked on me !

*Transformer disease

*Again transformer disease :)

*Its from Indonesia.So its a must to have it there eventhough they have it here .and I have it as early as 10am..can you believe we start our shopping at 9am xLOLx all of the shops are still close so we went round and round to kill time till shops open thank god j.co open a bit early :) stupid starbucks they didnt open .

*My beloved and only high-cut snickers <3

*Before i washed it.Its shimmering :)

*After i washed it .Its in black color not brown.So from far it looks like a tattoo..hehe i should have do it at my neck -.-

*While waiting for the flight :p

*Yay!! A complete pink set of everything..my ipod casing,camera casing,BB casing and even a pink journal <3 Just bought the camera casing and BB casing.Its cheap so get both the same color :D they have A already made bling2 casing but its only for ipod 3G..WHY THEY DIDNT HAVE IT FOR MY BB ???!!!@#%^&%&**)%$%##$%

*My stuff ~.~

*Always and i repeat always take a picture of the wings of the plane ;)

*Dreaming in the clouds >.<

Classics bebbeh~~

2009-07-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

Long time no stories :) hehe something about today makes me wanna write. . .Just straight to the point la kay, i went to watch soprano/orchestra at philharmonic klcc.it starts around 3pm ..so basically if anyone wanna go there you have to wear formal attire and yada yada yada . . .so went there and dang we got the best seats ^_^ it was up right side of the stage and its a private room~ so practically we have the whole room for ourselves which is fab fabbity fab *hurray* i wanna take some picture of the orchestra but unfortunately they wont allow it so i just take while it was break time.Btw the ceiling is so mesmerizing wishing that i can have that kind of ceiling in my room..haha bet you its impossible ! haha eventhough its possible the bills gonna cost fortune $$$ let the picture tell the rest of the story ;)

the fortune ceiling :) hehe

the stage

the pipe organ

We just wanna have fun wink wink

2009-06-27T10:29:00.001-07:00

writing or craping, its been ages.

2009-06-25T09:22:00.000-07:00

WOW! its really been a long time since the last crap i wrote huh ...?? well as usual nothing really much to talk about. Just the same thing over n over again- shopping,golf,outing with friends,changing some technologies, n maybe some more shopping ^_^ First of all i change my phone officially !! :D HAHA change it from e63 to blackberry. Don't be jealous yaw~~~ hehe been using it for 1 week now..same function as e63 but just bigger screen ..hehe n after that went out with aunties n cousins.My 2 cutie pie little cousin *love love* got to be their nanny for awhile which is pushing them in the car trolley and surprisingly its quite fun with them lar kan~ After that bought something at forever 21.Another 1 thing which is fun to do is SHOPPING ! Just bought a cute skirt at forever 21.Actually i never like or bought cloths from forever 21 or any shops same as that.I dont even know why im not a big fan of that kind of shops unless i have to buy stuff from there which i cant find it in other shops then only i bought it from there~ Easy to say maybe i just dont like to spend much on cloths but more to shoes n bags *.* Just imagine 1 baby-t just cost 50& which is ridiculous .I can eat with that money till my tummy might explode.But what the heck , sometimes you need retail theraphy than tummy theraphy ;)

Welcome back ~

2009-06-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

Welcome back to my brother !! He make a surprise come back today instead of saturday which he told us -.- Well he look a bit thinner i think..What can you say,in Brisbane theres no teh ais! no mee goreng mamak! easy to say no mamak at all~~ you can only eat burger or salad which is not a real food.But what to do kan..when he was there i ask him to buy me something.Something i really really really wanted and he did bought me something.2 t-shirt..its not a normal t-shirt,it was EDWARD/VAMPIRE t-shirt!! w0000t~~

Can i just frame both of this t-shirt ?? I feel its too valuable to even wear it ;D

Warning !

2009-06-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

Warning anyone that have an urge to watch "Drag me to hell" DO NOT WATCH THE DAMN MOVIE !!!its scares you like hell ..well i didnt watch it full since most of the time im covering my eyes ~.~ So do not watch unless you really like an old lady haunting you down with some spanish accent and 1 blind eye *yaiks*

Bling-Bling Baby~~

2009-06-16T10:04:00.001-07:00

It runs in the blood.If its my stuff,then its gonna get shiny :D

wweeee~~

2009-06-12T10:04:00.000-07:00

i try to picture a girl
Through a looking glass
See her as a carbon atom
See her eyes and stare back at them
See that girl
As her own new world
Though a home is on the surface, she is still a universe

Glory God, oh God is peeking through the blinds
Are we all here standing naked
Taking guesses at the actual date and time
Oh my, justifying reasons why
Is an absolutely insane resolution to live by

Live high
Live mighty
Live righteously
Takin it easy
Live high, live mighty
Live righteously

Try to picture the man
To always have an open hand
See him as a giving tree
See him as matter
Matter fact he's not a beast
No not the devil either
Always a good deed doer
And it's laughter that we're makin after all

The call of the wild is still an ordination why
And the order of the permeates
All our politics are too late
Oh my, the congregation in my mind
Is this assembly singing gratitude
Practicing their livin for you

Just take it easy
And celebrate the malleable reality
Nothing is ever as it seems
This life is but a dream

The first farewell gathering

2009-06-12T09:31:00.001-07:00

A picture can describe anything.So just take a look :)

This dish called "dragon roll".I said to the waiter "can i have 1 dragon ball?!" LOL after the waiter left ending up we're doing goku super power hand gesture ~~haha

Look at what a chocolate dessert would do to you . . .

Well! well! This is the guy that are flying off to perth to further his studies .He will be going on the 28th of july which is same day im going to brisbane.But unfortunately we're not going to the same place and not the same airport.If not we'll be on the same flight.Its like im sending you off there :) Well John if you read this, GOOD LUCK over there and I'll be missing you *sob sob* You better read this blog! Its especially for you <3

p/s: Theres gonna be a second gathering :D so it not end yet

wrong price + wrong item = Moms idea.

2009-06-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

I have to wake up early just to company my mom for her retail therapy~ haha so we went to klcc..nothing much as usual..been there a lot of times i repeat "alot" ! so just walk in and out of the shop.Just for 10 min we lost her.Lost my mom...Call her and she at the sports department.Buying golf attire again..she just bought some the day before -.-" so i just being playful and ask her "since i play golf with you,why don't you buy a golf shoe for me.I dont have one.." and then with the shock of my life she said " go and find one lah..then call me"..i was liked its so easy to ask her to buy me a golf shoes which will easily cost her around 200$ but when i ask her to buy me a pair of charles and keith high heels which only cost her only half of the golf shoe price she immediately say NO! Its not fair~~~But what to do its her money..so practically she can do whatever she like with it and spend anyhow she want it.Mothers are unfair sometimes if you ask me , but whatever she do or did i still loves her <3

DeTour <3

2009-06-09T07:19:00.001-07:00

I have nothing better to do, so i took some pictures of my room...hahahha >.<

mui beddey~

mui books.Its just half of it :)

mui ipod player :) with wings of its own.

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mui study table which is full of stuff haha :)

The only danger in Friendship is that it will end.- Henry David Thoreau

2009-06-08T10:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes friendships fade away naturally - you move, or she moves, and maybe she gets partner and has a job and is still working on finishing her degree, and she’s a few years younger than you are anyway, so you just naturally drift apart.

Sometimes, though, friendships die in a moment. The eighth or ninth unreturned phone call or email. The time she forgot your birthday. A betrayal. Something that makes you realize, “I just can’t do this anymore. It’s not worth the effort, and it’s never going to be what I had hoped.”

Thats how I feel .Feel of betrayal , left out- even not important to that person anymore.Is it just because she has someone new in her life and she totally forget about me ? or is it just me being so selfish not to let her have her own happiness ? Well who doesn't notice if this happen to themselves...I do know that the partner are very caring and approachable from the way i see it.So its absolutely not a matter to argue with...It just her that has change.Even though we have girls day out ,it seems that she cant be apart for him just for awhile.When i talk to her, she replying to the messages he send to her.Its even rude when people are talking to you, you don't look at the person..don't you think so ? Thats what I thought whenever shes around.I guess I might be wrong in this but what I do really know is that she has change. . .

A boring boring day

2009-06-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

I've been waken up by the stupid house alarm -.-" it triggered as early as 8am !! dang that alarm..feel like wanna hit it with a hammer or something.But after the alarm are off, i went back to be commited to the bed which is SLEEP :) the second awake is around 12.40pm .Thats the real time for me to wake up~~nothing much happen today just wake up, tidy up, clean up.. that sorts of stuff. Get to finish up 1 novel today and now only left 1 novel..which reminds me to go to Atria again to re-stock my going-to-read-books :) Books at Atria are absolutely bargain!! I can get more than 3 book for just 50$ .For a maniac reader like me you feels like heaven there <3

After finish up the book went to parade for awhile 'pusing-pusing' then headed to my aunty's house just for fun.As a matter of fact i got bitten by her cats. . .and my fingers feels a bit itchy~hahha after come back from her house and here I am,updating my blog -.-" nothing else to do so might as well i just update anything that I can update right ? And now i have nothing to crap. . .so its a wrapped fellas <3

Mind STRUCK

2009-06-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

Got confuse with 2 of my thoughts lately..its weird right if you're talking to your little you in your mind.imagine you're in a empty room and you keep talking and craping to yourself ..people will think you're full of nutz or you just plain crazy~but thats the truth buddy! i've been there for awhile now :) nothing extra-ordinary bout the thoughts actually but its been a long time since im in this kind of 'situation' .It turns out that a part of me says yes to the 'situation' and another part says no (btw im not gonna explain publicly about whats this situation is but i'll leave it to your imagination to think okie ) When i think over and over again about this, i must be stupid ! why do i ever think that it can be a 'yes',when it is clearly its a 'no'.But a part of me thinks that it might work now and it wont be the same as previous or any other time..I even ask my my sister about this ..and she even said why it won't work..its been quite long since it last happen..it may be different this time..you won't know.Whatever she said makes sense actually..but the problem here is ME . I keep deny it..keep pushing it away so that it won't come back.But i can try to keep the distance but i can't keep distance forever right..? So maybe it just temporary thing you know..for now its a headache but after awhile it will fade away or think is a silly thing to think it critically..It might happen or it might not..I can't promise myself for not to hope about this but what I hope is 'this' is only temporary ..and i don't care what the outcome would be but as long as i think its a right thing to do and i won't regret for making that decision.

Destiny

2009-06-06T09:07:00.000-07:00

I lie awake
I've gone to ground
I'm watching porn
In my hotel dressing gown
Now I dream of you
But I still believe
There's only enough for one in this
Lonely hotel suite

The journey's long
And it feels so bad
I'm thinking back to the last day we had.
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you

When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny

On a clear day
I'll fly home to you
I'm bending time getting back to you
Old moon fades into the new
Soon I know I'll be back with you
I'm nearly with you
I'm nearly with you

When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny

When I'm weak I draw strength from you
And when you're lost I know how to change your mood
And when I'm down you breathe life over me
Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny

I'll fly, I'll fly home
I'll fly home and I'll fly home

Alarm -> Visa -> Seat for a long time -> Oyster(eww)

2009-06-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

Konnichiwa~

Today is a long day~~~~Well first of all woke up early and thats my weakness 'early-ness' !! Went to do my visa and have breakfast.Pancake *yummy yummy* but the taste was slightly off..so I didn't enjoy it that much as always.As we're talking about food.I just ate the most "WOW" food ever in my life-------------------------->
Sorry hilmi but i really think that my stomach don't accept bizarre food :) After awhile my stomach started to turn inside out...you know what i mean -.- I will never ever ever eat this again !ever!

After all this food topic I went to my hilmi's house to help him with the wedding stuff..not that his getting married but his brother is. So went there, and once i do the box for the cupcake I practically can stop eventhough my legs already dead (my legs was crossed) ...after doing the things at last i stand up after the few hours of seating and GOD! i feel ouch..but soon it fade away :) and now im at home tired but still craping in my blog . so there you go one of my story ~~ haha

It's just begin

2009-06-03T08:45:00.000-07:00

Bonjour,

Well as you know i just start using blog and i fell like im so outdated -.-" (oh-my-gucci) catchy isn't it ? hihi alright how do we start from here. . . First of all, why i even bother to have a blog ?It's a really good question if you ask me.To tell you the truth i don't even know why ?! I just feel like i have to have one.You know nowdays if you don't a have the so called 'hot-thing-to-own' you are just not cool like the people who have it.But what the heck,I was just so bored and think that having a blog won't bite you.Right ? Atleast i have a reason to touch my laptop every now and then.

So i will move on to the introductory of me. Oh don't get bored yet.. You haven't heard anything yet ;) erm so mui name is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .You dig anywhere you can dig to find my name.Im in the late of teenagers as you can say that.You do the math ;) Well Im just as normal as other other teenagers - going out,tell lies,sleep,eat,drive and have some scratch on the car and have some of everything nice that I can have.

What else to tell ? Oh right ! Currently Im just killing time til the end of june.Im going to Brisbane, Australia ! Yeah I know, eventhough Brisbane doesn't sound like Upper East Side at New York or Toulouse in France but atleast i got to seat in a plane for atleast a couple of hours.Which in my case its more like a 10 hours flight.So i guest im getting more than i ask for.im goin there because of my beloved brother went there for studies ( hopefully he really do study! ) and we're going there to spend money like waterfalls and of course to visit him.

I guess this introduction is more than enough atleast for now *laughs* So long fellow readers~ I will update my story mory once I have a story ;)